Friday, February 13, 2009

memoirs of the FX...

looking on my bookmark page on my friendster i saw one friend of mine who has been a big part of my past... the memories i have with him is so tragic.. our friendship is like a roller coaster... lots of hoops.. ups and down and our friendship... i can say... is being prohibited and being restricted... not by his parents but his love ones... the first time i saw this guy attracts me so.. his sweet smile... childish look and the whole him... everytime i remember his physique i honestly can't help but to smile... way back in college... i met this guy... at first i didn't knew he was comitted... the night that we saw each other i don't hesitate to invit him for a glass of beer and some smoke in a nearby grill just after the fx dropped us... near SM FAIRVIEW... i already have hint on his personality... that's why i take chance to know him better... well... it always takes one to know one... hehe... as the night end... i forced him to provide me with his number... despite the fact that he has no load that time and didn't memorize his number for it is only new... but luck...that night is on my side... someone sent him a load... and there he text me right in front of me and whalah... iv'e got his number...

day's past and we continously see each other... as we met i know he has a problem with his BF.. yes... he is committed... i confirmed it one time he went to my boarding house while crying.. he says he just wanted to have some beer and there... i offered him one despite i have a major exam in the morning...i didn't take advantage of the situation.. despite his weak... and tipsy.. i respect him a lot.. and everytime we see each other... i can't help but to fall...

there is too much to tell about our story... i can say its a small world for the two of us... we have some common friends that is like us.. who has been in a straight relationship before and first time to be part of my world...up to now... we haven't seen each other for quite a bit long...

wonder why memoirs of FX is the title of the blog?? the first time i saw him is when im riding a FX... we sit besides the driver wearing my scrub suit while his with his school uniform eating nuts on his other hand... and everytime i tell story about him... i named him FX GUY... oh! i also remember my attempt to hold his hand... very challenging... and i succeed... hehe

HAPPY VALENTINES!!

3 comments:

  1. Nice men. :)

    Do you still communicate with this friend of yours?

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  2. hmm...yes.. but very seldom we communicate...

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